Reunion
Monday was a great reunion for me with my two beloved Peixian & Racheal. Though I didnt spell out clearly, I was very very happy to have seen you two after 2 months that day ya. I am so used to spending holidays and school vacations with you all and frankly speaking, I thought that everything would change after I started teaching last year. Nevertheless, Im so blessed and glad to be still involved in your lives; your well-being; your growth.
We shared things we didnt share before & Im grateful for those trust and even regard. Rest assure that I will be there whenever you all may need me. I look forward to spending more time with you all in the coming year end vacations. Im a student now also, so, I can at least still be with you all these 4 years, haha.
This week overall can be summed up with one word: Blur.
I was so blur and committed so many careless mistakes that I felt so ashame of myself, haha. Im sorry to you again, to have made you go to school alone, twice, and also for making you wait with me, not putting your precious time to good use. I wish and want to be more focussed so that I wont be a burden to anyone, any situation in future.
Im giving you time to consider and ponder over what you want. Settle what you need to settle first and I will wait.
* James, Im praying for you everyday. Hope you can stand up again and walk out of your current darkness. There will always be light at the end of the tunnel; rainbow at the end of a storm. Peace is not having no turbulent in your life. Peace is being in the middle of chaos yet remain unwavered. May peace be in you, & also in all my students, friends and readers of this post.